Here's how the feet are looking now:
I think my right foot is looking amazing! It is 6 months post surgery. The scar is really faded, and the 4th toe is soooo straight, compared to how it used to be. I have good range of motion, thanks to all that physical therapy. The pain level is pretty low, only hurts occasionally, and I can wear any of my shoes (that's more than I can say for my left foot!). There are still little peripheral nerves waking up, as evidenced by the tingly pain I get about every few weeks along the scar.
I'm REALLY not looking forward to going through the entire process again. Although I'm very happy with the results, it's still so recent that I haven't forgotten any of the yukky parts (sort of like having a baby just six months after the first one--it doesn't happen that way for a reason. We have to get all forgetful and sentimental before we are willing to go through THAT again!). I remember lots of pain from the first foot surgery. I remember becoming so impatient with the lack of mobility, thinking, "if I could JUST get up and walk across the room right now I'd be so happy." I remember how hard it was to get things accomplished. I remember lots of icing, elevating, wrapping and rewrapping my foot. But mostly I'm not happy about becoming so immobile just when school is letting out for the summer. With a little more time on my hands, there's so much I could get done around my house and yard! Relaxing Julie is not my strongest self, as you can tell. I'll have to channel her again and again in the coming weeks.
So . . . here's my I'm Grateful For list, to help me get in a good frame of mind for surgery:
- a good surgeon, and the opportunity to get my other foot fixed by him
- a caring and supportive mate
- teenagers who will help
- a comfortable recliner
- good books to read on my Kindle
- a long summer to recuperate
- a trip with my mom and sisters coming up in July--good motivation to heal well in June
- time to relax!
That's all for now. Going to try to figure out how to reset the countdown timer on this blog for the upcoming surgery. Here we go again.
Awww, sis. Reading this makes my heart heavy for you. But I know that if anyone can do this, that anyone would be you. I have so admired your strength in times of adversity, your endurance in times of suffering. I look at you and think "I am woman, hear me roar!". I love you Julie, and I'm here cheering you on!!
ReplyDeleteI was just wondering the date this weekend. (You'd think I'd pick up the phone and call :/ )
ReplyDeleteI'm unhappy that you have to go through all of that again so soon and will certainly be praying for you as you wrap up the school year. You are strong!! We all know you can do it!
Your right foot really DOES look amazing!! You must be so happy with your surgeon.
As for Relaxing Julie, I may just send her a 20 lb. package of pictures and albums so she can put together Anna, Andrew and Evan's baby albums!! She's a writer and could probably embellish the memories even better than I could. Haha!
Julie, your right foot looks so great! What a difference! sorry you have to go thru all that again... i'm sure you'll be glad to be DONE with all this! And then... Shoe Shopping!!!
ReplyDeletelove you!
See you soon!